“where am i?” 
“what is it?”
“oh my head feels like a bomb, ready to explode”

there’s always an inconvenient thing in our life, unexpected, inevitable, took so much energy of our self. when that’s happen, let that happen. that’s means you’re alive, you’re feeling something. change the habits to make the convenience, slowly, no rush, a little change is still a progress. don’t let that consume you.